Life And Death And Whats In Between

She lives her life with no time to think
So she prys her mind  when she should sleep
And she relives every Horrible scene
She lives a nightmare so shes afraid to dream
She dosen’t sleep
Instead she lies awake and searches through her memory
Every painful and hurtful thought that is not worth remembering
She relives the pain and spends her nights grimacing
Because the same old scenes hurt her now more than anything
People push her down…her best friends name is ground
But she gets up quick cause she knows they love kickin’ her while shes down
And her fake smile makes her face hurt…her faith works!
But shes got nothin’ to believe in shes hopeless and desert  ed
Funny how that aint sweet at all….
She’s got nothin’ to support her shes holding up all four walls
And the people that loved her hurt her she dosent know they don’t deserve her
Her body’s pure…but her mind is cluttered
With words that punk said when she would’nt surrender
She looks in the mirror she’s blameless but she won’t forgive her
Her name is Summer but her heart beats 12 months of winter
I wish she could forget the past and just sleep through tonight
She lives her life with no time to think
So she prys her mind  when she should sleep
And she relives every Horrible scene
She lives a nightmare so shes afraid to dream
She dosen’t sleep
She slept once but woke up cryin’
Screamin’ for help confused and perspiring
She competes with her enemies and puts herself down
It’s too late to love her she’s given up now
She wish she could wrap the covers around her cold heart
But she can’t so she sits up in her bed and opens the vault
Of painful thoughts and thinks that they have to be her fault
She must sleep outside because every night she feels the rain across
Her face and through her head she feels the tornado cross
She races to get ahead of yet another loss
But shes lost because she filled her head with every past loss
So tired she could pass out but she refuses to turn the lights off
She needs someone to talk to ….or just to hear her cry
Cause every day feels like the day that her Momma died
It’s hard I can’t lie but reliving the past is just another way to die
That’s what I told her……. Im a Lullaby
She lives her life with no time to think
So she prys her mind  when she should sleep
And she relives every Horrible scene
She lives a nightmare so shes afraid to dream
She dosen’t sleep
Hush little baby don’t you cry those tears won’t make a lullaby
Just dream till you see the light God’s gonna answer your prayer tonight
I know you can feel the words and you can hear the laughter
But what You say about You is what really matters
Cause every book is gonna have some bad chapters
Just keep writin’ and live the life after

Just Dream Until You See The Light
Gods Gonna Answer Your Prayer Tonight
This Is Your Lullaby

(Source: reverbnation.com)